Vent

        "To vent."  This is a term used to say, "Just start talking, I will listen, but you just talk.  Talk out your problems, talk out your frustrations.  In the end you will feel better."  When someone is going through a hard time you would say, "vent to me it will help."  Well, this I don't doubt, I love venting I think especially in high school when your opinions seem to mean that much less, having a friend or two you know you can always vent to is a comfort.  What happens when you don't feel like talking.  Something irks you so much, or upsets you so intensely it feels like it hurts more to talk about it then to stay quiet.  This has not been my week at all, and more specifically it hadn't been my past say 20 hours.   I haven't shared my feelings with anyone.  I can name at least one person willing to listen but I am so pained and so tired, almost, like emotionally.  That I can't get through to explain it.  Its almost like the urge to just give up.  May be if you don't talk about it it will go away right? Due to neglect it will vanish.  Isn't that how it works?  I can only think of all the lives that I make that much harder and how much pain this causes many around me.  These things I used to vent about, but now I don't have the energy or will power to do so. Sorry.  I can only hope all of you here in the U.S and in Russia, the UK, and South Korea; I really hope you have someone you can vent to.  Someone who will support you know matter you say.  I have some but, I am not sure why I am blocking them all out.  I guess I need to work on it, and I only  hope these next days are better than the last.

What do you need to talk about, vent about that you have been hiding for far too long?

Who do you know you can vent to?