I'm Fine

     In school (which I started on Tuesday) we have a new teacher.  She said something on class that made me think i suppose.  She said, "Do you ever have one of those days where you are asked, 'how are you?' and you think you are fine but then you burst into tears instead?"Well, not to complain but I am having quite the tough week.  My dear friend was hit by a car, she lives on the east coast.  She was hit when she was at a cross country practice and eh pelvis slit into two and she broke bones in multiple places so she is going through multiple surgeries and such.  I had to fly home for school so I am a total spas right now worried sick and praying that she is doing ok.  Well we are all stressed when school starts so there is that of course and then some friends of mine here where I live are having some serious troubles too not to mention my own so, yes I am having one of those weeks.  I, being quite a verbal person usually let people know how I am feeling, to a certain level, but I think that all of have put on a face so we look like we are going from our day to day activities and we are all fine.  But, knowing this, knowing that people you know and love may be suffering and you don't know about it, doesn't that put you on edge.  I have a friend and she always can tell when I am not in the best of shape no matter what kind of face I put on, and everyday, she makes a point to ask me how I am doing, and how was my day.  The way that she says it really makes me feel like she cares.  It makes me really feel like I have some arms to reside in and a shoulder to cry on, it makes me feel love and protected and care about.  Because of this friend I have been trying to do the same to others, go out of my way to make sure they are doing ok.  Even if I can't help, I think sometimes the biggest way to help is to be someone a friend can vent too.  If I didn't have some one to complain to on a day to day bases, I am not sure what I would do.  So my starting question today is:

Are you going out of your way to take care of those you love? If not, should you be?

I am sorry this blog was short, but due to these recent events, I have been uninspired, I am sure I will be able to get back into things soon enough, but to those who read my blogs (if there are any of you), I would just love some supportive comments, or mean comments I don't really care at this point I just need to know there is something to power me through this.