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Well I'm not quite sure how these things work.  Day by day I try my best to be good to others and good to myself.  Through the years the latter of these two has been very difficult ( which I'll go into more in later blogs). I think that by sending my feelings out into the world I can help myself and help others. I'm an OCD dyslexic so this will be quite the adventure for us all I can only hope in the near future my blog can do some good for people so any support anyone could give would be helpful.  I will do my best to make sure this doesn't turn in to me complanning day by day but if it does I'm sorry I'll try to keep it interesting.  I'm not some creeper in my mothers basement in her late 30s but I'm a lively 15 year old ( or so I think). I am trying to get through my previous eating disorder while going through high school surrounded by friends who are all into the new idea of drugs drinking and boyfriends. I am also adopted but u couldnt tell since my whole family is white.  No one quite understands that pain that i sometimes go through as i suffer through thinking of who my mother is and why I was abandoned and left behind so she could live her life. Don't get me wrong my family is great, love them allot, but I am nothing like them which makes it hard. I could go on forever but, this isn't a pity party I'm just trying to tell you a bit about myself.  On a lighter note singing is my passion along with playing guitar and ukulele and I have a 20 year old brother whom I look up to with every inch of my soul.  Finally I have a best friend for almost 11 years now so I may talk about her allot I'll refer to her as legna because it is angel backwards which is exactly what she is she has helped me so much through my life and for that I can't thank her enough. So that's me, I can't wait to start really blogging and once again here are my hopes for this blog: 1) I have a few readers and 2) I can help someone in anyway I can.
To anyone out there... Have a lovely day.